ooohhhh. . .tomorrow would be a. . .a. . . oh just something~!! I just found out about the most painful truth i had ever encountered in my present life =.= A silly boy played with the silly heart of a silly girl.
And the silly girl is still learning her lesson--and hopefully she understands it finally now~! Am i still wrong when i'm right? yeah well, who the hell cares?! you'll listen alright. . .but would you listen from the heart?. . . .guess not. . . .as always.
How silly of me, i should have listened to my self and all the others surrounding me, but no, i was so persistent not to listen to them and now. . .how wasted i am--that's what you get when you let your heart win?
So, then let's bury this damn castle to the deepest part of the ground. I should have known. . .that you're not good for me :P
Cause you're hot then you're cold. You're yes then you're no. You're i then you're out you're workin' it out. You don't really want to stay. . .but you don't really wanna go too.
What will it really be? Please choose and you could only choose one, for my heart could not bear anymore melancholy. . .what could i do? if i'm all choked up and you're just still fine?
*Me wanna go to the moon*
it's been weeks since i last posted here. . .too many things have been going on and i don't even know how to start off. *Sigh* to summarize it all. . .those 'things' that i had been talking about is like mixed vegestables. mixed not thoroughly. . .in some days i find myself angry for no reason--well, i guess there is, but i just wont admit i'm angry with him/her--some days i laugh at the littlest things not that really worth laughing about, and in some days. . .i like to be reckless a lot, reckless enough that if there's a chance to go on cliff diving, or sky diving i would take no second thoughts about it XD**oh mr.penguin. . .you are so adorable, that you fill my heart will gladness and yet at the same time fills it with so much confusion. This world is too big for the both of us. . . let's go to the moon, shall we?~
