Saturday, December 4, 2010

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine~

'Tangled' Trailer HD



Can't wait to see 'Tangled'~!!!!!!!!! XD

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

May masabi lang~

I just can't smile without youuuuu~


If i wait for you very patiently, will you come to my side eventually? you may not imagine how long i'd stay in the same place to wait for you. The long hours is nothing if i could see you after that, smiling your goofy smile~ XD

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1.3122.5 already



(Faith consists in believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe. )
Voltaire

Friday, November 12, 2010

Unbelievable sights.
Indescribable feelings
Soaring. Tumbling. Free-wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
A hundred thousand place to see~


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1.2073.5

*may masabi lang~ lol

Aladdin - A Whole New World Sing-along Lyrics on-screen

Monday, November 8, 2010

There she goes. . .there she goes again~ XD
the midterm exams are up and its been a long long looooooooooonnngg time since i wrote here~ **speechless** well uhhh. . .what to say?. . .i have finally finished debating in front of the class, and it was err, a success~! XD It isn't the most beautiful feeling in the world for me, but the feeling after the debate was~ XD
Well, it isn't over yet, like i said the midterms are coming up~ let's-break-a-leg~ ^o^/

Monday, August 16, 2010

let's see. . .i guess i'm not really the type of person who could manage a blog. I like my old-fashioned journal--you know. . .papers and pens. ^^v

i finally fed my mind and drawn for it. me finally have drawn sharky :3 and its really good--for a kid. I want to give it to him. . .but how?@.@


here i go again~

Sunday, August 1, 2010

me just happy you exist~
^^


1.2073.5

be careful, please?

aye~! i am ready--i guess--for the best not to mention worst roller coaster ride of my life ^^

i wont let the past consume me anymore. because i've learned that, true, we are products of our past, but we must not let ourselves be prisoners of it~!

LOVE AND YOU SHALL BE LOVED

i'd want to laugh when you laugh, believe when you believe, be stupid when you're a genius, be a genius when you're being stupid (lols), be twisted when the veins in your brain is tangled up in knots XD, love when you love, live when you live.

the sun would always go down by the end of the day, but, the moon would eventually come and continue to enlighten our spirit ^^--together with the stars.

1.2073.5

Monday, July 19, 2010

the adventures of the little 'twisted' girl

ooohhhh. . .tomorrow would be a. . .a. . . oh just something~!! I just found out about the most painful truth i had ever encountered in my present life =.= A silly boy played with the silly heart of a silly girl.

And the silly girl is still learning her lesson--and hopefully she understands it finally now~!
Am i still wrong when i'm right? yeah well, who the hell cares?! you'll listen alright. . .but would you listen from the heart?. . . .guess not. . . .as always.

How silly of me, i should have listened to my self and all the others surrounding me, but no, i was so persistent not to listen to them and now. . .how wasted i am--that's what you get when you let your heart win?


So, then let's bury this damn castle to the deepest part of the ground. I should have known. . .that you're not good for me :P

Cause you're hot then you're cold. You're yes then you're no. You're i then you're out you're workin' it out.
You don't really want to stay. . .but you don't really wanna go too.

What will it really be? Please choose and you could only choose one, for my heart could not bear anymore melancholy. . .what could i do? if i'm all choked up and you're just still fine?

*Me wanna go to the moon*

Saturday, July 17, 2010

ahhmm. . .ahhmmm. . .hi~

it's been weeks since i last posted here. . .too many things have been going on and i don't even know how to start off. *Sigh* to summarize it all. . .those 'things' that i had been talking about is like mixed vegestables. mixed not thoroughly. . .in some days i find myself angry for no reason--well, i guess there is, but i just wont admit i'm angry with him/her--some days i laugh at the littlest things not that really worth laughing about, and in some days. . .i like to be reckless a lot, reckless enough that if there's a chance to go on cliff diving, or sky diving i would take no second thoughts about it XD

**oh mr.penguin. . .you are so adorable, that you fill my heart will gladness and yet at the same time fills it with so much confusion. This world is too big for the both of us. . . let's go to the moon, shall we?~

Monday, June 21, 2010

Paramore: The Only Exception [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

finding my way back to you michelle branch [lyrics]

Paramore- Thats what you get (Offical music Video)

gold and purple~ the color of champions!!




XD even though i'm 3 days late to say it but still. . . .LAKERS WON THE CHAMPIONSHIP!!!!! whohooooooo~!!! i knew they could defeat those boston celtics wahahahahaha. They were amazing all the way~ each member of the team putted out all of their power for one goal. . .the championship. 4-3 everyone 4-3. And they said that history would just repeat itself blah! well, they proved them wrong. :P hahahaha. . .Lakers won period! XD

Monday, June 14, 2010

Together - Michelle Branch (+ lyrics)

itain'tovertillit'sover~!!!

goddammit~!! whew whatta "enthusiastic" way to start the weekdays than to watch the season play-offs cheering for your fav. team who just lost--maybe they lost because of my cheering--Anyway, its frustrating~ @#$%&~!

even though there are two more games left, still, Lakers wouldn't be able to bear a single mistake this time--while boston's probably relaxing in their cozy beds--Dammit~ 3-2?! what's that suppose to be? All the Lakers need now is a 10% miracle and 90% faith in their skill and teamwork. But I still believe. . .like most people who stays to sit down in the Laker's side and cheer for them. I know they're not miracle workers but i sure wish i am XD

When the weatherman says that there's only 10% chance of rain, i would still bring my umbrella. Because that mere 10% could mean a lot, that small 10% could miraculously bring rain. When you say that Lakers only has 10% chance of winning, hell, i'll still believe. As long as there is chance there's still hope.

Through failure you learn. . .through success, not so much

Friday, June 11, 2010

Passion for the game


I had developed a habbit of sleeping in whenever my brother or my dad watches basketball when i was little XD Because i thought it was damn boring back then! it didn't mean a lot to me at all--hell, i even rejected the existence of basketball in my universe. I used to hate it, since there were instances where the ball would hit my face--this happened in volleyball too, the ball must hate how stupid i was. But. . .i just happened to like it more now. I don't know why or why now or what has gotten into me to like it. But now i understand why millions of people likes and loves this sport, now i understand why they go crazy over a single shot their favorite team makes, now i understand why they idolize those players, now i understand the loud screams, now i understand. . . .their passion--even just a little bit. Basketball has never been so amazing to me back then. And now. . .GO LAKERS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Sometimes you gotta run before you walk

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

GO LAKERS! Shuush Boston :P


Even though game 2 wasn't played well, there is no need to worry **oh damn~!!!! Kobe what the hell happened to you?!!!** uuh *ehem*well. . .I'm sure you'll get back to yourself eventually--but could you please get back now?
I still have faith in you guys~!!! GO LAKERS!!


**to watch the finals (lakers vs. celtics) go to http://www.nba.com/finals2010/index.html
(the photo is courtesy of nba.com)

So Slow By Freestyle

Runaway - The Corrs (with lyrics)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

cramping~!


Well, it's that time again to study until you suck all the energy from yourself. It's not yet our prelim examination. . .it's just that there are many quizes lined up for monday =.=

If i were to wear glasses at school maybe they would assume even a little tiny bit that i have a brain *hahaha. . .Glasses could make you look smart--it is not necessarily true that all persons with glasses are geniuses. . .who knows, maybe its hereditary.



I wish my name was Brian because maybe sometimes people would misspell my name and call me Brain. That's like a free compliment and you don't gotta be smart to notice it

--Mitch Hedberg

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Mr. Right~


oh if only you exist in this realm of life--and if you do. . .i sure wish i could find you. pyuuu~!
*Sherlock Holmes*


Tuesday, June 1, 2010

sooooo hungry!


arrghhh. . .i can't ignore delicious cute food. . .i wanna eat those cute little food so much just because they're cute! wahahaha. RAWR!



Out-of-the-blue:    
If you want to I can save you. . .I can take you away from here~

Please can you tell me so I can finally see
where you go when you're gone . . .

Michelle Branch - All You Wanted [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] (With Annotated ...

if i just breathe~

i just need to breathe!. . .after everything that had happened--and it was all on such short notice--i just needed to breathe. Let me breathe out of life, let me forget what had just happened and continue on with my life like before. I don't want that kind of situation from happening again--it's painful, it's astonishing, it's confusing. . .it just hurts!

But you know what?. . .I never thought that my heart could take it. The emotions which i didn't know before i even entered another dimension--your dimension. And, surprisingly, i got over it in the quickest time--it didn't take me even a day to move-on--though i'm having doubts about how sure my feelings are. . . have i moved forward?

If those sorrowful feelings haven't come upon me yet. . .then most probably it will hit me someday, like being shot at the heart with a gun.

I just needed time to breathe. . .and sing a song XD

So just give me one good reason
tell me why i should stay
'cause i don't wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I. . .give you just a little time. . .
I. . .wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till i see it in your eyes~

You'll see everything is alright

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Music is what feelings sound like.

Today is listen to music until you go to sleep day~!! Nothing going on with me today but listen to music. It's amazing how music can completely describe no matter what you're feeling. It's the only thing that truly understands you, it also brings out the best--not to mention the worst also--in you. Laughter and music makes the best medicine. . .especially when your day is so down in the dumps. It would yank you back up to your feet to continue on with your journey.

Life must go on~!!!

Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent. ~Victor Hugo

Michelle Branch - Breathe [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] (With Annotated Lyrics)

Michael Bublé - Everything [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

The Fray - Never Say Never

Friday, May 28, 2010

If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question?




Life doesn't always go as planned. . .there are many instances wherein you actually don't expect something to happen to you. . .something that would change--everybody gets a taste of that. Experience is a brutal teacher don't you think?--but the best actually--it gives the test first then the lesson afterwards. I am surprised i did not regret anything that had happened in my life, because for the many lessons that i had learned i cherish it whole-heartedly. So that if ever it comes again. . .i won't be just staring blankly into space most of the time. :)

Nothing can be set right if you let your pride dominate you. It just sucks, dammit! I wanted to go on and on until the end of time with a mysterious creature that could actually know me--not just by my name. . .but i guess this time you aren't just the right creature yet.

We did skip a step, and that was horrible! not to mention very futile!!!. . .and now we must go back to it and accomplish what should have been accomplished before all this stupid non-sense began. . .

**i did learn something from myself that i didn't actually know before. . .my heart is kinda clumsy. . hahaha. . .clumsy. . .clumsy :). . .But i won't be caught off-guard this time~!! haha

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

first day of school--for the hundred time!


It is the first day of school. . .for the nth time!. .whooh! i lost another life for that one. How many times would i die just so that i could overcome this phobia of being in a place with so many people?!. . .i'm an alien!


But. . .i did manage to survive--my friends were there with me, and so i did alright. it's gonna take time, i guess, for me to get used to the new faces in our school--the new batch of freshmen, i mean. And i must say there are a lot of them!. . .there were so many people at school!


Well, enough of my senseless complaints. To answer what most teachers question their students on the first day of school--which is really driving me insane--on what we expect from the subjects or them. . . actually. . .i just expect that the knowledge i gain from your subjects must provide a great deal for me when i set off to space because the knowledge i would gain. . .i would probably teach to the aliens out there. Let's do math! wahahaha


**don't get me wrong. . .it's not that i hold a grudge againts that subject--that makes my brain bleed to the 50th power--I try to like it. . .but it doesn't like to be liked~!. . .and the only solution i had come up with is to practice being honest. . .after all, numbers don't lie. And in a world full of dishonesty, no wonder math tortures most of us.

ms. goldilocks!


i just got my identity turned into goldilocks~!!!. . .haha!. . .i curled my hair--well, i got it curled by my bestfriends mother. I like it very much!. . .i like how i could twist it and they all follow in a big cute curl XD and i like how its not too curly and at the same time not too plain. . .it was just right--for me atleast. And now i'm thinking of some ways i could style it.

thank you very much :)) *curl* *curl*

Monday, May 24, 2010

hala sige XD








-->just saw some random pics on the net. . .which made my funny bones laugh XD
hope it made you laugh as well :))

when i look at you


When I Look at You – Miley Cyrus Music Code

when i look at you-miley cyrus


When i look at you
vocals: miley cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night’s so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I’m not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..


The song from the movie based on the novel by Nicholas Sparks "The Last Song". hey, i don't really like her. . .but this song is really good that i can't seem to "refuse" it. Regardless of who sang it, i really like the song :)

I'll eventually post the video :))

squeaky clean~


Oh yes. . . i cleaned like there's no tomorrow~!! and i gotta tell ya' i like to clean but cleaning a whole house who had no inhabitants for almost 5 months is a disaster @.@. I washed ALL the dishes, spoons and forks, and the other utensils in the whole kitchen! hell, i even cleaned the refrigirator--my poor hands >.<. *Sigh* i was so damned in hard labor. . .but it was all worth it--since i was bribed to clean anyway *hahahaha*, the price, i will not mention, let it remain to be a mystery :)). I guess that kinda makes me like a bad person, but, i would really have cleaned it anyway without any price. . .the person was the one who suggested that i should be "paid". Atleast there were many of us who cleaned and i was lucky enough--i guess--to be assigned in the kitchen--atleast, lucky enough to just be assigned in only one place. If ever no one did help us clean the house, i wouldn't just be assigned in the kitchen *haha* so i thank you for those who have helped :))

After cleaning the house i was so wasted! and i am still today and i guess i will be tomorrow also.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

the electric guitar and the violin


A few minutes had passed and i found myself staring completely blank at the monitor. . .nothing better to do, so i decided to blog, hoping for a chance that i would somehow enjoy myself in typing whatever comes into my mind. The day had been really tiresome but enjoyable. Problems are inevitable--as they are part of our lives. *Sigh*


. . . . . . .


I really would like to go out on an adventure, but unfortunately its already night time and of course they would not allow me to just board a plane to paris or japan--atleast not now, i don't have sufficient money to go anywhere~!. . .no, not yet. Although it may not look like it but my simple exterior doesn't match with my adventurous spirit. There is always a place i wanna go, a risk i wanna take--which will often just prove that i am reckless--a new road i wanna take, a dream that someday i want to accomplish or a new experience i wanna feel/see. And speaking of experience. . .they do say that it is somewhat a brutal teacher--though the best--because it gives the test first then the lesson afterwards.


There are so many things i would like to do before i die. I wanna be an astronaut, o to another galaxy, be a psychologist(?), a detective, a model (haha), a chemist, a painter, a tennis player (?), an author of a romance novel, make my own robot. Hell, i wanna be all of that! But for now i am takin my first tiny baby step in all these, study to earn money for all of these desires that i want--i mean dreams. They are what makes me who i am. Though adventurous at spirit, most of the time--the times when i can't go out--i just stay safe in my home quiet and read a good book.


a person who likes adventure but introverted who is not very sociable. Although it is confusing, i am both. . .like the eccentric electric guitar and the classic placid violin.


bahala ka. . .**un lang?**

halos 2 araw n dn ang nkalipas bago sya "nagmulto" ulit. . .pero ung 2 araw n un parang 2 century na--i guess that's relativity.

The summer break has been long--too long. The last time i saw him was when we claimed our report card from school. . .and that was it. . .i never saw him again since then. As I said the summer was too long, too long that a thought struck to my head thinking if he still has the same feelings for me like before, if he even still cares for me. . .I know i still care for him. I just wish that he still feels the same.

My mind and my heart is confused. The long vacation somewhat interfered with our feelings.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Wrong side~



*Sigh*. . .I can't believe that I just woke up at the wrong side of the bed this good a morning.

As my usual boring days are coming to an end--in which I am really excited about--I can't help ignoring the feeling that I'm gonna miss these boring days of mine when classes start next week. Don't get me wrong. . I am excited. . .but still, I wouldn't be able to slack off to a great extent like what I am doing now when I am once again confined in the walls of school.

Geee, I don't know what to expect. . .just that this year is going to be a hell lot stressful than the last year. Oh well, life is never easy. . .so is calculus. Oh math, why don't you just not involve us with your own problems~! Go find the value of x or the derivative of something on your own!!! Leave us be~!!