Saturday, May 29, 2010

Music is what feelings sound like.

Today is listen to music until you go to sleep day~!! Nothing going on with me today but listen to music. It's amazing how music can completely describe no matter what you're feeling. It's the only thing that truly understands you, it also brings out the best--not to mention the worst also--in you. Laughter and music makes the best medicine. . .especially when your day is so down in the dumps. It would yank you back up to your feet to continue on with your journey.

Life must go on~!!!

Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent. ~Victor Hugo

Michelle Branch - Breathe [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO] (With Annotated Lyrics)

Michael Bublé - Everything [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

The Fray - Never Say Never

Friday, May 28, 2010

If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question?




Life doesn't always go as planned. . .there are many instances wherein you actually don't expect something to happen to you. . .something that would change--everybody gets a taste of that. Experience is a brutal teacher don't you think?--but the best actually--it gives the test first then the lesson afterwards. I am surprised i did not regret anything that had happened in my life, because for the many lessons that i had learned i cherish it whole-heartedly. So that if ever it comes again. . .i won't be just staring blankly into space most of the time. :)

Nothing can be set right if you let your pride dominate you. It just sucks, dammit! I wanted to go on and on until the end of time with a mysterious creature that could actually know me--not just by my name. . .but i guess this time you aren't just the right creature yet.

We did skip a step, and that was horrible! not to mention very futile!!!. . .and now we must go back to it and accomplish what should have been accomplished before all this stupid non-sense began. . .

**i did learn something from myself that i didn't actually know before. . .my heart is kinda clumsy. . hahaha. . .clumsy. . .clumsy :). . .But i won't be caught off-guard this time~!! haha

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

first day of school--for the hundred time!


It is the first day of school. . .for the nth time!. .whooh! i lost another life for that one. How many times would i die just so that i could overcome this phobia of being in a place with so many people?!. . .i'm an alien!


But. . .i did manage to survive--my friends were there with me, and so i did alright. it's gonna take time, i guess, for me to get used to the new faces in our school--the new batch of freshmen, i mean. And i must say there are a lot of them!. . .there were so many people at school!


Well, enough of my senseless complaints. To answer what most teachers question their students on the first day of school--which is really driving me insane--on what we expect from the subjects or them. . . actually. . .i just expect that the knowledge i gain from your subjects must provide a great deal for me when i set off to space because the knowledge i would gain. . .i would probably teach to the aliens out there. Let's do math! wahahaha


**don't get me wrong. . .it's not that i hold a grudge againts that subject--that makes my brain bleed to the 50th power--I try to like it. . .but it doesn't like to be liked~!. . .and the only solution i had come up with is to practice being honest. . .after all, numbers don't lie. And in a world full of dishonesty, no wonder math tortures most of us.

ms. goldilocks!


i just got my identity turned into goldilocks~!!!. . .haha!. . .i curled my hair--well, i got it curled by my bestfriends mother. I like it very much!. . .i like how i could twist it and they all follow in a big cute curl XD and i like how its not too curly and at the same time not too plain. . .it was just right--for me atleast. And now i'm thinking of some ways i could style it.

thank you very much :)) *curl* *curl*

Monday, May 24, 2010

hala sige XD








-->just saw some random pics on the net. . .which made my funny bones laugh XD
hope it made you laugh as well :))

when i look at you


When I Look at You – Miley Cyrus Music Code

when i look at you-miley cyrus


When i look at you
vocals: miley cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night’s so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I’m not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..


The song from the movie based on the novel by Nicholas Sparks "The Last Song". hey, i don't really like her. . .but this song is really good that i can't seem to "refuse" it. Regardless of who sang it, i really like the song :)

I'll eventually post the video :))

squeaky clean~


Oh yes. . . i cleaned like there's no tomorrow~!! and i gotta tell ya' i like to clean but cleaning a whole house who had no inhabitants for almost 5 months is a disaster @.@. I washed ALL the dishes, spoons and forks, and the other utensils in the whole kitchen! hell, i even cleaned the refrigirator--my poor hands >.<. *Sigh* i was so damned in hard labor. . .but it was all worth it--since i was bribed to clean anyway *hahahaha*, the price, i will not mention, let it remain to be a mystery :)). I guess that kinda makes me like a bad person, but, i would really have cleaned it anyway without any price. . .the person was the one who suggested that i should be "paid". Atleast there were many of us who cleaned and i was lucky enough--i guess--to be assigned in the kitchen--atleast, lucky enough to just be assigned in only one place. If ever no one did help us clean the house, i wouldn't just be assigned in the kitchen *haha* so i thank you for those who have helped :))

After cleaning the house i was so wasted! and i am still today and i guess i will be tomorrow also.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

the electric guitar and the violin


A few minutes had passed and i found myself staring completely blank at the monitor. . .nothing better to do, so i decided to blog, hoping for a chance that i would somehow enjoy myself in typing whatever comes into my mind. The day had been really tiresome but enjoyable. Problems are inevitable--as they are part of our lives. *Sigh*


. . . . . . .


I really would like to go out on an adventure, but unfortunately its already night time and of course they would not allow me to just board a plane to paris or japan--atleast not now, i don't have sufficient money to go anywhere~!. . .no, not yet. Although it may not look like it but my simple exterior doesn't match with my adventurous spirit. There is always a place i wanna go, a risk i wanna take--which will often just prove that i am reckless--a new road i wanna take, a dream that someday i want to accomplish or a new experience i wanna feel/see. And speaking of experience. . .they do say that it is somewhat a brutal teacher--though the best--because it gives the test first then the lesson afterwards.


There are so many things i would like to do before i die. I wanna be an astronaut, o to another galaxy, be a psychologist(?), a detective, a model (haha), a chemist, a painter, a tennis player (?), an author of a romance novel, make my own robot. Hell, i wanna be all of that! But for now i am takin my first tiny baby step in all these, study to earn money for all of these desires that i want--i mean dreams. They are what makes me who i am. Though adventurous at spirit, most of the time--the times when i can't go out--i just stay safe in my home quiet and read a good book.


a person who likes adventure but introverted who is not very sociable. Although it is confusing, i am both. . .like the eccentric electric guitar and the classic placid violin.


bahala ka. . .**un lang?**

halos 2 araw n dn ang nkalipas bago sya "nagmulto" ulit. . .pero ung 2 araw n un parang 2 century na--i guess that's relativity.

The summer break has been long--too long. The last time i saw him was when we claimed our report card from school. . .and that was it. . .i never saw him again since then. As I said the summer was too long, too long that a thought struck to my head thinking if he still has the same feelings for me like before, if he even still cares for me. . .I know i still care for him. I just wish that he still feels the same.

My mind and my heart is confused. The long vacation somewhat interfered with our feelings.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Wrong side~



*Sigh*. . .I can't believe that I just woke up at the wrong side of the bed this good a morning.

As my usual boring days are coming to an end--in which I am really excited about--I can't help ignoring the feeling that I'm gonna miss these boring days of mine when classes start next week. Don't get me wrong. . I am excited. . .but still, I wouldn't be able to slack off to a great extent like what I am doing now when I am once again confined in the walls of school.

Geee, I don't know what to expect. . .just that this year is going to be a hell lot stressful than the last year. Oh well, life is never easy. . .so is calculus. Oh math, why don't you just not involve us with your own problems~! Go find the value of x or the derivative of something on your own!!! Leave us be~!!